It's Like all my demons have claimed me and i have given myself to them freely, and now where do they end and 'I' began , i don't know.
It's like i have spent so long thinking of what to do to be someone and how to be that someone thay i lost the someone i already was and became a non entity who has no heart or soul.
It's like i let the fear take control and drive my instinscts.
It's like wishing i could surface but giving in to the tide that's drowning me.
It's like when explaining colours to a person who can only see black and white, for that person colors do not exist and have no meaning.
Im so far gone, that even i don't where i am, or who i am or what i want.